It should be called a past-flash. Maybe even pre-now flash. As the fire cracks and the mirror breaks. As the words spew and emotions rake. Yesterday is now.You wonder how. While smiling with glee at a nice childhood memory. You can smell the cake baking, the memory of it taking. You back to a time … Continue reading Don’t Flash Back.
It's hard to fathom the levels of manipulation I've been subject to. As I walk this journey, I've learned that I must grieve the things I've lost. Tonight I realized that one of the things I lost was my mother. She didn't die, but she wasn't there growing up. I spent so much of my … Continue reading Manipulated Paradox
Fear paralysis. It's not haunted house, something scary kind of fear. It's a trauma response. I suffer from this fear paralysis. It's a form self sabotage and it's not always easy to recognize. All I wanted to do was a presentation, a PSA. I'm passionate about this. The word needs to get out. But in … Continue reading Spiting the Fear
There's a silence Its presence the heart rents In two. Through & through. Passing from me to you. There's a silence Its presence the soul rents From the heart The mind dies Striving yet to stay alive. As the silence envelops The life as it develops The words of silence Familiar and unknown Spoken and … Continue reading A Silent Song